| Location | Sidcup |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 22/06/2009 |
| Date of Death | 22/06/2009 |
| Visitors | 1,032 since 27/07/2009 |
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It was meant to be the happiest time of pregnancy finding out if it was a girl or boy, having scan pictures printed for family and coming out of the hospital telling every1 you knew what u was having.... not for us, far from it in fact,from that day foward life was and still is an emotional rollercoaster..
I was 6 months pregnant when I was told my beautiful baby would not make life outside my his mummys tummy, as the words rolled out of the doctors mouth, my heart sank and i sat there in shock clutching my belly, me and my partner burst into tears asking why? what if ? so many questions we asked my head felt like it was going to explode. I remember the doctors words excatly "im sorry its bad news, we have to terminate this pregnancy, im so sorry "...i just couldnt beleive it, not in a millions years did I think something would be so wrong.. my lil baby had problems with his heart and kidneys, i sat there and held my tummy feeling our baby kicking away, my lil boy who didnt have a chance in life.... on 22nd June I had to give birth to our baby boy, it was one of the most sad and traumatic times .. to feel ur baby moving inside you even as I was having the contractions right until the end was heartbreaking, i felt awful and kept thinking what if i had gone full term he might have lived and been a miricle baby, i just felt so empty and i still do ...i was hoping and wishing he would come out alive... as soon as he came into the world he was taken away again, my little beautiful boy BRANDON, he was just the most georgous angel , so small and yet so perfect , his little button nose, his tiny fingers and his little toes, i just sat there and held him in my hands for ages ,talking to him and telling him his mummy and daddy loved him and that he was needed in heaven.. he looked just like his little brother jack my other son who is nearly two...
On 3rd August we lay our angel to rest forever....
Not one day goes past that i dont think about brandon his little face will be with me forever i will always look at the photos i have of him and i will always talk about him.. i wish he was here now but i no he is up with the other angels.. and i no my nan and grandad will be looking after him always and forever...
Im lucky to have support and lots of love from family and friends.... but when people say to me your be fine your have another one... No i wont, you cant ever replace your mum or dad so how can you ever replace your child.. you just cant xxxx
R.I.P MY BEAUTIFUL LITTLE BOY BRANDON
Tiny Angels rest your wings
sit with me for awhile.
How I long to hold your hand,
And see your tender smile.
Tiny Angel, look at me,
I want this image clear....
That I will forget your precious face
Is my biggest fear.
Tiny Angel can you tell me,
Why you have gone away?
You weren't here for very long....
Why is it, you couldn't stay?
Tiny Angel shook his head,
"These things I do not know....
But I do know that you love me,
And that I love you so".
xxxxxx we love u xxxxxx
☆ .•* ☆ *•. ☆ HAPPY ANGEL DAY! ☆ .•* ☆ *•. ☆
Gone but NEVER Forgotten. Too Beautiful for this Earth. Keep shining the brightest star in the sky down on your loved ones. You take with you, a love that will NEVER die.
hello my beautiful little boy, mummy is always thinking of you and ur always in my heart... love u soo much angel xxxxxxxx
Birthday in Heaven xx
Thinking of you today Brandon, one year on. I hope you have been playing with lots of toys & eating lots of angel birthday cake.
Love you xx
In a baby castle, just beyond your eye,
Your baby plays with angel toys that money cannot buy.
Who are you to wish him back into this world of strife,
No, play on your baby, they'll have eternal life.
At night when all is silent and sleep forsakes your eyes,
You'll hear their tiny footsteps come running to your side
Their little hands caress you so tenderly and sweet,
You'll breathe a prayer and close your eyes and embrace them in your sleep.
Now you have a treasure that you rate above all others
You have known true glory,
You are still their mother.
A Birthday In Heaven - by Kris Smith
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My Birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a Birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play jump rope
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
We’ll have our cake and ice cream
And open gifts - SURPRISE!
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angel XX
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
~ Angel Brandon ~
We still sit here and ask why you cant be with us today, we ask questions that can never be answered. We know you're in heaven, we know you're at peace its just hard to understand why.
Forever in our thoughts xx
God Bless You Brandon x
God Bless you little man hope you are at peace play safely in heaven with the angel babies. Watch over your mummy, daddy & your big brother Jack & keep them safe until you are reunited once more. xx
Angels walk with us Softly, slowly, Always caring, always there. They follow behind, next to, or Guide us through life.
Softening the blows we are dealt . Magnifying the sunshine, the rainbows.
Angels sit with us, Holding our hands, Touching our hearts, Hearing our pleas.
Angels weep with us, Collecting our tears, Turning them into stars for us to Admire.
For us to wish upon for brighter days. Angels walk with us, Holding our hearts in their hands,
Soothing our oceans of emotions, Calming the waves of despair.
Angels watch over us, Holding us as we sleep, As we dream, Never leaving our side, until they guide us Home.
Rest in peace Baby Brandon, there isnt a day that goes by that your Mummy, Daddy, Big brother Jack other family and friends that dont miss or think of you.
Love from Caroline A xxxx
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